I am now watching the latest episode of Smallville. I’m a huge fan of the show. Really. I follow all their episodes since season 5 or 6 I guess? Now they’re on their 9th season. What’s so exciting about this season? Well, Clark and Lois discover their true feelings for each other. And that’s just so cute. But it’s kind of a sad thing for Oliver Queen though. I was a fan of the Oliver and Lois tandem and I still am, but since Clark Kent came along to save the day… and Lois. I am now officially on team CLOIS! Wooot~
—I'll Be In The Sky
I’LL BE IN THE SKY
I was scanning through my files a while ago and found this song. It makes me really happy whenever I listen to this. It’s like a happy song! ahaha
awwww :) this is just so sweet :))
OFF TO THE LAUNDRY BASKET!
Yes, those are my clothes alone! Embarassing but true. I don’t wash my own clothes ‘cause I don’t know how to. Really. But even if I do, I’m too lazy to do it. haha. Anyway, since our maid went home for the holidays, I’m left with so many clothes to wash. My sister’s laundry basket is empty already ‘cause she had hers washed yesterday. I’m not even done yet. I’ll finish ‘em tomorrow instead :(
A while ago I got hungry and went to the kitchen to check out what’s there to eat. Opened the fridge then saw a bagel and decided to put it in the microwave since I don’t want my food cold. And when I placed it inside the microwave, I had the timer in three minutes. So I went back to my room and continued watching the movie on my lap top, then all of a sudden I smelled something burning. Then I went back to the kitchen and saw the microwave with smoke coming from inside. I got really scared and so I turned it off. I was surprise when I saw the timer at “00.02.15”, not even halfway of the time that it was suppose to stop, my food burned. So I was wrong for putting the timer in three. When I took out my food from the microwave, it didn’t look good anymore. And so as thee microwavable plastic ware. IT MELTED! Dear God what am I going to tell my mom??
So anyway, I threw my food away. I’m still hungry though but now I’m too lazy to cook. Now I learned somethin new, never estimate time when it comes to cooking! and never leave your food while you’re cooking!
Today I have been thinking about a lot of things. It all came to me.
Technically, I am in like with somebody. I have been waiting patiently for.. I guess long enough to say that it’s time for me to stop. We’re friends but then when we’re together, I can’t really explain how I feel for him. I am happy and sad. I’m happy that I get to hang out with him but sad that he doesn’t really see those so called “signals” that I’m sending out to him. COMPLICATED, it is! I don’t really know what to do anymore. I mean, Should I try harder? There are times that I want to give up and just let it all go. Accept the fact that we’ll just be good friends no matter what. But then there’s a part of me saying that there is a little chance for the both of us. And YES, I am expecting, because he’s giving me the reason to. He’s leaving me with this impression that he likes me as well. Not that I’m assuming but he really is.
So now I’m not really sure if I could continue with this pointless piece of crap! I guess I just have to let this shit pass by and just move on (like I always do) and try to fix our friendship instead.
Sooner or later he’ll be back in New York to be with his parents. It’ll be REALLY sad for me but I guess things work out this way. It’s a thing called life and I have to suck it all in. And so now I’m saying that I’m getting over this. It has got to stop. I can’t hide it that I’m hurt. I can’t bring this facade with me for long. It’s not a bad thing though. Maybe if this is all done with, who knows, I might be happier and just find myself having fun in the future.
I’ll be missing him, and thas fo sho.
HAKUNA MA TATA :’)
Coz I’m a WINNER! yezzur!